Now this is the kind of update I like to post. Yesterday’s re-excision went really well; they managed to close the new wound on my right calf directly so I got away without having to have a skin graft. Now that is what I call a result.
This second procedure involved as a precautionary measure cutting out a chunk of healthy skin and tissue from around the site of the original, very early-stage melanoma that I had removed at the end of August (Melanoma? You’ve got to be kidding). The margin of healthy tissue around the cancer that we got first time round fell short of that recommended in the treatment guidelines for melanoma and so a second re-excision was needed. A skin graft had been on the cards since I was told in early September that I might need a re-excision. It was later confirmed this would be the case (Bish, bash, bosh? No such luck). However, I got an email just last week saying the plastic surgeon would in fact try and close the wound directly and would only do a skin graft if that didn’t work.
I knew there were no guarantees. Having heard that, however, it was impossible not to get my hopes up. I was marked up before surgery to have the donor skin taken from my outer right thigh in case a graft were needed and it was pretty weird going under the anaesthetic not knowing what the outcome would be. I’m delighted to say the non-graft option worked. Twenty-four hours later, I’m sitting here at home on the sofa with my leg up feeling very relieved and happy.
I was told the good news as soon as I came to after the op; I don’t know whether I’d already started moving my hand down to feel my right thigh to find out for myself or whether I did that as I heard! You’re a bit groggy when you first wake up but I’m pretty sure the person who told me said the wound “closed beautifully” – although later, as he was warning me that I had to take it really easy for a while to give the wound a good chance of healing well, the plastic surgeon said it was “tight”. I’m taking no chances. Rest has been ordered and rest is what I’ll do. I see the surgeon in a week’s time and he’ll check the wound. In the meantime, I’ve to keep the dressing dry, so no showers but I can have a bath with my leg hanging over the side. I can do that.
So, I’ve been spared a skin graft. It doesn’t sound much and I know a great many people have far more serious things in their own lives to worry about. But it’s like a weight’s been lifted from me. I feel like I’ve been given a bit of a break after what’s been a stressful few months – which included, mind you, the very welcome distraction of a fortnight’s holiday in Cambodia. It sounds ungrateful but if I’m honest, with this hanging over me, I was ambivalent about going right up until I left. It was, of course, amazing. A massive thanks to Peter, my brother, for the company and for sharing the adventure.
I know that if there are problems with healing, we may still have to go down the skin graft route, but this is a good position to be in. I’m trying – not very successfully, it has to be said – not to look too far ahead, but here’s to a speedy and successful recovery.
A funny thing happened in the hospital. There I was, lying on the bed in my 1st-floor room before surgery, when I heard some strange noises outside, seemingly very close. I turned my head… to find a window cleaner hard at work! We had a nice little chat through the glass. He said how cold it was; I asked if I could take his photo as this was one of the most amusing things that had happened to me. His unexpected visit certainly took some of the pre-surgery tension away.
Another thing, the anti-DVT stockings you have to wear after surgery were white when I was last here. They’re green now but they’re as unflattering as ever. It seems longer but it’s only two years since I had major breast cancer surgery at this same hospital. I had to sport the white stockings for quite some time afterwards (The least sexy washing line ever). Now I wasn’t planning on ending this upbeat post on a morose note but I have to say I really hope I never get to find out if those stockings change colour again.
On with the healing.